Mental Health

Ladies and Gentlemen, well we are getting into the swing of things today and we are discussing mental. I have decided to lead the class and put out a little bit of what I considered my mental health or status to be. Now considering the positive and negative attitudes one may have on their outlook of life I would have to say that I feel overall pretty positive. My classes this semester are working out well, and I am trying quite a few new things in the classroom. The biggest change is that I am trying to incorporate computers more into the curriculum of my classes. Having the students take notes on their computers instead of a notebook and although at times they are a little off tasks chatting with each other or looking at the newest snowmachine on the market they generally are getting the assignments completed and keeping up with class. This allows me to maintain a pretty positive outlook on my classes. In terms of my college classes that I am taking am feeling a little stressed out, I am doubling my class load and taking on more graduate level courses. As the workload increases I wonder if I am going to be able to keep up with it because of all the extracurriculars I am taking on such as basketball, afterschool. I sadly have not been able to incorporate as much Choir time as I would like to have because by the end of te day I generally am pretty beat. On the topic of music, I still have not been able to get the music club started afterschool like I wanted nor have I been able to get the Chess/game club going. Perhaps after the State tests and our afterschool program is done I will be able to begin these clubs. As for defense mechanisms that I use I would probably say I deal mainly in the park of using rationalization as my technique. I find it very easy to provide an "excuse" or an explaination for my actions much to the discontent of my peers. This doesn't necessarily mean that I am making up excuses, it is just that I generally have a reason for doing what I do, and sadly at times they can be a little self-centered. It gives me something to reflect on the next time I visit the Church .

Sick!!!!

Ladies and Gentlemen, man alive have I been hit hard! I have been down and out for three days now with this killer flu. My throat feels like it has had all of the moisture evaporated from it and there is nothing left but dry sandpaper. My uvula is swollen and is knocked around like the proverbial punching bag with every breath I take (or cough). Thankfully K&P's Pharmaceuticals came through for me and I believe I am finally at the end of the wild ride. This sickness has given me some time to read a bit more and I picked up a book by Isaac Asimov and I must admit I am greatly impressed by his writing style. I find his stories so informative, they are science fiction, but by explaining all of the science, he makes it seem almost plausible. It was only a compilation of short stories however it got me thinking about writing again. Once I have teaching down pat (if that ever happens) I will see about picking up the pen and notebook and see where they might take me.
As for right now I am enjoying the soothing pleasures of Ayuq (labrador) Tea and listening to whatever songs pop up shuffle-wise. Til next time...

Back in AK

Well Ladies and Gentlemen, New's Years Resolution #1 try to keep this blog updated, it has been gasping through the last months. I am trying to get myself into full swing out here and I am going to see how this next week turns out. I am home, water froze inside my house and my door required the use of a blowtorch to gain entry. I am finding myself a bit overwhelmed at the moment, I need to find something that will help me gain a handle on the events out here, some kind of perspective. I haven't been taking as much time to reflect as I should and I wonder if I am getting a little out of practice. I helped Noah gather scraps for the steam today and one of the"scraps" was a massive wooden box that wouldnt fit into the sled, it could only rest on the top sides of the sled. We were without the use of rope so I manuvered the scraps and stuck a 2x4 so it stand straight up in the air and pushed the box up against it. There was no way it was going to stay there balancing by itself, so I had to ride on top of the scraps putting my weight against the box balancing it on the 2x4. The snowmachine lurched to life and every hill and valley caused me to adjust the pressure I placed on the block. I had my back to the snowmachine unaware of what would come next. As I tried to keep the box steady I was being knocked about by the scraps underneath, muscles tense to maintain my position. The last stretch when we were at the Maqii the sled tilted up at an angle and it was too much it fell off. I stumbled after it, and was relieved that we were right at our destination. I suppose thats what I could be looking at right now folks. Not sure where I am going, trying to get this listing senseless box of bush education balanced, while bureucratic scraps kick me in the shins. It seemed inevitable that I was going to fall, however it was at our final destination that everything came apart. Close enough... I don't know guys I have heard that counts in two games horse shoes and hand grenades. I am wondering if I going to steam tonight or just fall asleep, I am beat. Until tomorrow Ladies and Gentlemen.